Monday, March 3, 2014


My body didn't want to wait until morning.  

I started having contractions on Sunday at about 3 pm.  They came every 2 to 5 minutes, for the rest of the day.  At 11:30 pm, my water broke.  About 45 minutes later, I started gushing blood.  JP drove me to the ER, arriving at about 1am.  Once registered, I was fairly quickly hooked up to an IV, had blood taken for testing, and given pain killers.

At 2 am, while the doctor was examining me, I passed (with assistance) my poor, so tiny baby, and other tissue.

Now I lay here in the uncomfortable hospital bed, waiting for the bleeding to slow, so we can go home.  The ER doctor feels the D&C is no longer necessary.

This sucks so much.  I feel so very empty.


  1. Jamie, I am so sorry. Nothing I can say will help take the pain away. Just know I am thinking and praying for you.

  2. I am so, so sorry. There just aren't words enough. Praying for your physical healing and lifting up your whole family.

  3. I'm sorry, Jamie. I know those words are completely inadequate and do nothing to ease your pain. You and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you much love.

  4. Hugs. I'm so sorry. I wish there were words but it's beyond words. Keeping you all close in my thoughts and prayers.

  5. I'm sooooo sorry you had to go through all that Jamie. It's so heartbreaking. I hope you are starting to feel a little better.